We Who Are Black and Christian

 

We who are Black and Christian wonder why God doesn’t do something, why God won’t stop the hatred and bigotry, why God is allowing politicians to use God’s name to create, manage and perpetuate policies that will push Black people back to the starting line.

            Again.

            We struggle – or at least some of us do. I have had plenty of people remind me that “God is in control,” saying it in such a way that I understand that I’m being told to stop voicing discontent with God during this time.

            But I cannot keep silent, and I cannot stop wondering where God is!!! God wants community, not confusion. God wants us to love each other, not lynch each other, verbally, physically, or politically. Right?

            Why doesn’t God stop people who are using His/Her name to justify their hatred? 

            Are we looking for answers in the wrong way? The wrong place? We as African Americans have been calling on God to help us not only get justice but to keep it, but the same issues, undergirded by the same racism, keep coming up. Neither we, in our fight for justice, nor God have been successful in stamping racism out. 

            The believers in racism and white supremacy say God sanctions and agrees with them, that, in fact, God created the races, intending that they be separated from each other.

            So that means that white people violated the will of God when they went to Africa and brought Africans, against their will, to the white world? And that means that God saw it but God allowed it? So does that mean that God didn’t intend for the races to be separate?

            Although white nationalists say they are Christian, they are not Christian as defined and described in the Bible. The Jesus of the Bible is not a bigot. Jesus is not a soldier, looking to conquer other people and nations, by force or otherwise. The Jesus of the Bible insists on building community.

            That Jesus is not the Jesus being claimed by people who kill, maim, lynch, discriminate against, and terrorize Black people. 

            I have had conversations with many Black people – young and old – who are struggling with the lack of a smack-down by God of those who are terrorizing Black people, and they are struggling because they cannot find God in what is going on. They ask if God is a white supremacist? Or, as the late Rev. William R. Jones wrote, Is God a White Racist?” Those are not questions you can ask or even have a discussion about in the midst of “the saints.” You will be shot down and chastised for not having faith.

            But the query begs an answer. Black people have held onto God with a fury. If nothing else, God has kept us and “brought us from a mighty long way.” But, say some who are struggling, God has not made it so that the “long way” is not erased by periodic explosions of white rage and resentment. 

            One friend of mine said recently, “I just can’t do it anymore. I just can’t hold onto my hope that God will change the hearts of these people who want nothing more than to keep us in our place by any means necessary. I cannot hold onto my hope that God will produce a harvest of changed hearts in people who have lived all their lives in their whiteness, making life miserable for Black people and not caring about it, or even thinking about it, for that matter.”

            Dante Stewart, a writer, and student at Emory University’s Candler School of Theology said that the historic Black Church “didn’t only save our souls. It saved our bodies.”  (https://www.washingtonpost.com/religion/2021/08/13/future-black-church-dancing-streets/?fbclid=IwAR1J04U9jAXpj4VCH7ysEGgmlLTx3JE3W87Vcka3At6QwvPbBJoNYsibqcM) We found comfort in the physical church from the fellowship and community. If we struggled with God’s action in the public square, we could and did struggle together in community. The problems didn’t seem so insurmountable.

            But with the pandemic having changed everything so radically, we no longer have church like we used to. And so the struggle is different. How we do and must do “church” has to be different, but we must have it. The experience of “church” has saved us even as we have struggled with wondering why God has not stopped the madness. As we have worshipped and shouted and lifted our voices in song, some of us have looked for evidence of divine intervention and even divine interest in what is going on but when we have not seen it, the thread that bound us in community, that helped us screech out the pain of being Black in this country kept us looking up and holding onto hope.

            The power of Jesus the Christ was his ability and intention to love, honor, and respect everyone, including and especially those whom society scorned and shunned. The people committing violent insurrection and passing equally as violent voter suppression laws, the people who are railing against anything and anyone who is not white, heterosexual, wealthy, and male are not calling on the Jesus of the Bible. And we who are Black and Christian, some of us, wonder why God doesn’t …do something.

5 thoughts on “We Who Are Black and Christian

  1. I have read and reread your post, feeling both heartache and frustration. Yes, why doesn’t God DO something?

    This week, I have become aware of my own vulnerability in much smaller ways. I fear being chastised for wearing a mask in this part of the country where “my rights” reign supreme. At times, I am approached by aggressive drivers who see and disagree with my ALLY bumper sticker, so they tail me closely and then speed noisily around me. One of my liberal blog posts met with harsh criticism.

    My insight then came that black people feel vulnerable all the time and to a much greater degree. My vulnerability is still a choice for me… I can choose to take off my mask or my sticker. I can choose to remain silent. My vulnerability is no comparison to the fear and vulnerability that comes solely from one’s identity, one’s skin color.

    Too often, I am tempted to be quiet for fear of making someone angry and vengeful. But unless I make myself more vulnerable by speaking up against racism and advocating for equality and justice, I continue to be part of the problem.

    I hesitate to assign human qualities to our infinite God, but I can’t help but feel that God is grieving, angry, frustrated, too. And God is asking me the question you are asking God:
    “Why aren’t YOU doing something, Karen?”

    Thanks always for your posts.

    1. Whew! What a powerful response! Thank you so much for sharing! Have you read Isabel Wilkerson’s book “Caste?” If not, you should. It is excellent for showing us why we are where we are in this country.
      Thank you for your ongoing support. I send out a meditation every Tuesday to a group of people. If you would like to be on the distribution list, please send me your email address. Thank you again!
      Susan Smith

      1. Thank you for the book suggestion – and I need to get your book, too. I first found your blog on the one of the other sites and I’m grateful I did. Yes, I would love your weekly meditations! Is there a place I can send you my email privately? Or can you get it from my information since I follow you?

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